Tuesday, June 8, 2010

miss my post uhh ? :P i know i M.I.A-ed for like 4 days right ? heheh . but thats saturday and sunday so thats awight (: nothing much on weekends . yesterday was awesome okayy ! ^^ went marina barrage ( should be class outing derhh but ended up only 8 PEOPLE WENT ! -.- ) but with Jerald enough liao , FUUUNNNNN ! ^^ you want me elaborate uhh ? aiyo .. tired lehh . point form larhh okayy ? (: its better than typing compo ..
YESTERDAY !!

- woke up at 8am (obviously a.m )
- off t JP at 11.45 in th afternoon
- met at macd ^^
- had so much of crapping time there (:
- ate , off t marina barrage luhh .
- on th mrt is seriously damn awesome okayy..went t th middle of th mrt . then th whole 8 of us pulled out all our ear piece then everyone started listening all th way till raffles city when i snapped finger infront of them .. hahah . bad me :x then after that waited for like 5 secs and another train came and headed t marina bay . then sharifah "organiser" i thought she know where t take that bus t marina barrage lorhh . in th end , i know more than her .. LOL .. then i shouted for them :P my voice was awesome-ly loud that th opposite people was staring , but its not a good thing cause its damn PAISEH ! okayy .. skip skip skip . ran up , put bag . ran down , buy kite . ran up AGAIN , fly kite . awesome skills we have :x that lion kite horh .. flying damn high . we trying t beat it ^^ then rained awhile . played water , was forced by azura and jamie t be wet :x lucky got extra clothing okayy ! then yuxuan and sharifah left -.- they said they wanted t go home , ended up they were at vivo . didnt care about them and took mrt back . we were like sort of playing with th mrt . board and get down again . but we really took th wrong one , cause see mrt here then chiong in liao .. this is typical singaporean okayy ! hahah . okayy nothing much liao i guess.. im just too tired t continue it ><><

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aww . okayy . back t today . went for my so long time never go training ^^ . finally get t see all my teammates , seniors , coaches and not forgetting i saw someone special today ^^ ....*drumroll* and thats my PARTNER ! nahh . i know you are not interested :x i am so obssesed with my partner kayy ! aww . so sweet (: ahh . i shall stop with my craps :P had fun during training . had gym ! did it solo-ly . its faster y`know ^^ haha . okayy . was raining .. did suicide run in th canteen . th distance damn far can .. but nvm . train mahh :x today's training is perfectly fine (: im not really that tired . im going t motivate myself t study hard , play hard .. i seriously do . i need t concentrate on my tranings and studies now . im lacking in th team now . i've t buck up . my stamina didnt drop , lucky ! 张教练 motivated me today again . im so motivated . i have t have t mindset of doing well . as said by him , im th egg he's th stone . every single time he pie xiu i will miss at times .. im th egg being cracked by him . i have t be th stone ! I MUST BE ONE ! im going t prove t him on thursday during training . hope he's going t come (:
lets wish upon th shooting star >< . suddenly thought of my childhood times now .. when im so engrossed with HI-5 >< , i was so slack last time .. now , im working v v v v v v v hard for my target now . i saw something from my seniors blog and its my feeling as well . I feel that my life is screwed up . My results were not that good , people said that it was okay and that i've tried my best . But why do i find myself questioning whether i've really put in my utmost effort ? Did i really put in my heart and soul studying for this mid-year examinations ? nahh i dont think i put in as much effort as CT1 and 2 . I've build a wall . Not t block anyone out , but t see who loves me enough t climb over it . I really feel like giving now . But i know i cant , not now , not yet , not ever . But , im really losing my faith , determination and motivation :'( . i totally get this into my head right now ! im really just like that .. i also feel like falling on my knees and pour out all th tears i could .. i know what i have been dreaming will be able t come true only when i have th will t do it . and now im being dumb enough t be thinking about what was on last year .. im getting back t my childhood times .. im a map , im a map , im a map , im a map , IM A MAP ! ( Dora's song remember ? sounds familiar ehh ^^) someone special , who could it be , its meant just for you and me (: ( hegory town heros . whatever shyt you spell that first word as ) LOL . im seriously back t childhood times .. ): nvm , i shall appreciate and enjoy my now's life ^^ . i think my post too long aldy .. i shall be a good girl from tonight onwards .. i shall sleep early ! ^^ . and a v v v v v long ago news luhh . i think like 5 or 4 months ago ... I'VE PUT A STOP ON VULGARITIES ! im seriously happy about this ><



ps , you all should also stop on vulgar now ! learn from me ^^ new method kayy !
first day , at least 3 . second day , at least 2 . third day , one nia ! and control yourself with it .. nvm . im crapping here . you want you follow , dont want then shoo shoo shoo now ..